Tuesday, October 12, 2004

A Year and a Half Ago Today........

It was one year and a half ago this evening Josh asked me to marry him. When he threw caution into the wind and began his slow castration(my step-dad's theory on marriage). I cannot believe it! Where has the time gone. When we got engaged and set a date it seemed like forever until we would become man and wife. Not the date is 11 count them 1, 2, 3.....11 days away. Part of me wants the time back, we would have saved money better, I would have not stressed out over a date change, I would have changed a few things. But, the other half wants it to be Oct 24th. That is the part that is ready to be done with this planning mess. The part that doesn't want to start to lose sleep at night over small details. That is the part hoping that we remember everything that needs to be remembered. The part that wants to put on her big ivory dress everyday. The part that wants to finally get my Wal-Mart discount!!!!

I am just hoping that everything goes well. I know that something will go wrong. You plan, and trust the vendors you have hired. I know it is just what the day will be. If it was meant to rain it will rain. If it was meant to be 80 it will be 80. The important thing is that Josh and I end up as man and wife.

I Love Josh more than life itself. I am so honored that he asked me to be his wife. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I cannot wait to love him the rest of my life, or for the next 10 years as my brother predicted our marriage would only last that long.....

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